The boxer

Friday, September 28, 2007
The Boxer

Last night, after writing my last blog, I prayed that God would help with all the struggles. Something that was really on my mind was the fact that more money that usual has been being taken out of my paycheck. My union is taking there "fees" out in five installments. It truly is double-edged sword but in a few weeks, things will get back to normal. So I prayed and read some scriptures ( especially psalms 121 and psalms 37:4). And then this morning, I woke up refreshed and ready to start my day and the phone rang... It was work!!! They ask me to come in a do a show. This was great. It would mean my check might look normal( Mouseka dance!!)
Right now, I'm listen to a song called " The Boxer" by Simon and Garfunkel. If you don't know who they are, they are a duo from the seventies that sang a lot of great songs!

The song "The Boxer" is about a young man who left his home to move to the city, struggling to make a living and suffering from loneliness almost gives up on his dream. It is a misconception that the young man singing the song is the boxer but he isn't. The young man looks at the boxer and admires him for the his persistence and endurance and how he draws strength from his passed fights. He uses this to inspire himself to get back up and fight.
This song carries so much... anger, sadness, frustration, loneliness, fear, regret, and strength. It's a great fight song about pulling through when everything's against you.

What a concept! Using your passed experiences to move forward and keep going! It just made me think about all the hard times I've had. The heartache. The pain. The Disappointment.
This is a beautiful song that I can personally identify with in matters of love, school and work, among other things. the last few lines are my favorite
"And he carries the reminders Of every glove that laid him down".
We all carry scars and pains that sometimes hurt so bad that we want to quit, just want to scream out "I'M DONE!!!" but the beautiful thing is that those who can fight through all the pain are able to ultimately succeed.

"In the clearing stands a boxer,And a fighter by his trade And he carries the reminders Of every glove that laid him down or cut him till he cried out In his anger and his shame,"I am leaving, I am leaving."But the fighter still remains"

I guess that's the story of our lives. "I am leaving i am leaving but the fighter still remains."
Let me amend that " I am leaving, I am leaving this life of anger, sadness, frustration, loneliness, fear, regret but the fighter in me still remains and will never give up!"
Working hard at being a "Boxer",
Antony

http://antonylarry.blogspot.com/




Submitted by Marsha on Fri, 10/05/2007 - 8:03pm.

You're new, welcome!  I really enjoyed reading what you had to say, and you write well too!

God Bless you Boxer!




Submitted by Grizelda on Sat, 10/06/2007 - 5:58am.

Antony, you are talented AND you are a wonderful human being. I predict great things for you. You have a positive attitude and make friends easily. You won me over the first time we met. You have had hardship, but have always done what we survivors do: you get up each day and put one foot in front of the other; you put a smile on your face and hope for a better day. Keep us posted on how things go with you. We love you.




Submitted by pioneer on Sat, 10/06/2007 - 7:55am.

ANTONY

Yes, Antony--WELCOME and it's good to hear from you!

You and your life story have always been an inspiration to many people. You won me over, also, the first time we met. It has always been a highlight of my day whenever our paths have crossed.  

I'll end this with the ending words of another song you are familiar with...

"...And until we meet again, until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of His hand."

 

 

 

 

 




Submitted by finder on Sat, 10/06/2007 - 1:16pm.

Gizelda;

It sounds as if you and pioneer know Antony very well. I'm sure that there are many like me that do not know him at all.

If you think that you could share some of Antony's story with us without embarrassing him, or compromising a confidence, I would love to hear more about him.

He sounds like a fine young man with lots of heart and courage, who has had to climb some very high mountains. 

Finder




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